this month, i am so busy busy busy. i have less time to draw my own arts. have to finish big uni assignments and commssion for BL novels. and sydney anmie ex coming soon.. have to prepare for it~
these days, i just have only dinner per day~ becasue no money.. also lazy to cook as well~ i think if i keep live like this i will die slowly~ but live goes on~ have to keep doing what i should do when i alive , last week is my DOB, how funny that i just go out with my bf to have an dinner..no lunch no cake. i have eat cake for about 3 year since i come and study at sydney. today i saw a lots pretty boy and girls walk together on street, i discover that i havent walk with my BF on the street for long times, we just see each other at home and not go out for fun for about half year~ my works, drawings, homeworks,seens more important then have fun.. also... no money to go out..better stay at home
well~ talking too much about my broken life~ show u some pic i did recently.


the illustrations for the last novel

some sketches,, i hope i can CG them soon


again~ the second BL novel cover commission..

i dont like this style... finally i had finish the BL cover by change the BG for N times, i dont like it because it just too soft.. and it is CLAMP style not my style.. well i dont really have a style,,,since i draw anime for April to now, i really havent done many drawings,i just try every one looks like an finish work and really havent pratice a lot... it like a kid try to run when he dont walk well yet.. therefore, i end up with not a style also not structures drawing looks so flabbiness.. T T so i keep trying drawing on draft paper by hand sketchs untill i find bit better now with this kind of fantasy style,, ye~ i need more pratice for sure.  

短篇BL的封面终于画好了 ~ 在被要求改了N次背景后~。。 最后编辑选了这个背景。。
画这东西。。我怎么都觉得N不爽~ 不喜欢这种腻味又软弱的东西。。 可是我好象只会这么画。。

于是我痛苦 我烦恼 我发愁我怎么没有风格！！？ 也许是因为我画的太少。。是啊 从4月到现在。。总共也没画几张。。只是把每张都磨的很像作品的作品。。
我画！ 我找。。。 我练 。。在1通不停的在草稿纸上乱画后。。终于。。找回了点感觉。
恩。。以后要多练大叔。。。 女人结构好画。。 我喜欢画这种好象很帅气的东西。。
也许很假 但是就是喜欢捏~ 而且喜欢不平衡的乱设计服饰，把乱七八糟的元素组合拼凑起来。
恩。。结构。。不照着画的结构很不准确不结实！ 就像孩子不会走就想跑。。 所以跑的东倒西
歪 于是 变有了满身的伤痕 。不管怎样。SKY说的对 要多练习，练习是王道。
草稿 很草 还需要描线 和上色。。。 不知道什么时候会完成的作品。

i do women better because they less structures.
they are just sketches.. i need to find sometime to finish line and colour them .. hopefully wont be too long like years later XD~

大叔。。。i need pratice more about male...

这个 上课画的~ 结构好不结实需要大改动。。。ORZ

i done this one in class time.. the structure is so weekness.. which i need to repair a lot.


早上1个小时内 又高效率的赶完了学校作业。。原来1个小时我可以做那么多东西 XD~~ 可为什么往往总是最后那1个小时捏？

long time havenot find time to write journal again XD

write about some feelling that i went to the "shenzhen anime exhibition"

i think it is boring~ people don't really care about our aritists i win a prize for the contest

however just a certificate without anyting else, that is unfair to see people win the cosplay do

have a lot money ....OTZ... but that is ok for me, i do happy to win the "the Best drawing prize"

好久没写日记这东西了~ 恩恩 来小发1下最近1段时间的感想~
首先要从深圳动漫展览开始说起~我去参加了这个无聊的展览的比赛 无聊的拿了个最佳手绘奖 居然什么奖品都没有~ 人家COSPLAY和玩CS都有奖品 CS有5万快捏~ 靠靠 我们这些无足轻重的画原创的苦手~ 都不好意思拿出来说~ 唯一的收获是 认识了几个朋友 感受了1下郁闷 为此奋起~
发几张无聊的照片先~大家LOLO吧 不过也没啥好LO的 XD
COSPLAY

各个漫社最热闹 anime combos are so hot 

prince of tennis' cosplay XD 

展厅好冷清 可能是我去的太早。。。看到很多熟悉的画面

no one in the gallery??!! maybe i went there too early...

我的画和CS比赛1层楼。。是展览还是陪衬？

my works shows there~


我妈她比我紧张。。

i am really looks silly with my sun glasses and the certificate lol~  

虽然最怕做飞机 不过快到悉尼机场的外面上景色真是大好~

on the plane nearly arrive Sydney,Australia~ i am back for study.....T T


回到家 摆滩画画。。油画。。第1次画 画了1半。。没时间了~ OMG

trying oil paint at my balcony with good weather in sydney,it is so hard..never finish it yet..XD

我家阳台在可以看见悉尼塔捏~ 景色还OK~

奋战我们无敌的漫画王道~！ 背景OTZ。。。我尽力~。。

begin to drawing the BG for our manga~ the hardest part...orz... i will try my best

效果还是大好的捏~ 恩恩 就差坚持~ 小盘厉害的！

it do looks good went together XD

接了个BL小说封面+插图的活~经过1整夜的苦读 创记录头1次1晚上读完1本书

I m doing a commission for a BL novel's cover, the draft finaly passed by change the hand's position

第2天的晚上就要给编辑看草图 在被要求修改手的位置以后算是过了 开始上色~限时1个星期

i got one week time to colour it~ hopefully done it earlier and finish a lot "half finish pics"XD

学期开始 作业开始 事业开始 漫画开始 熬夜开始 继续。。。坚持。。。。努力。。。 直到最后光荣的战死

河边千惠子(Kawabe Chieko) / 绊色

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summer contest:[ur is mine]

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this pic is i done for a friend's Summer theme Contest, lol~ i finish it in colour now,
A small pic i done in opencanvas 3.02. 10hours about,i try to make it look like pic from animation feelling XD~ ye~ a BL one just for fun~ next one i will be try a realism without cooperate, lol~ still thinking the pose now~

anyway hope u guys have a fun summer~

HOHO~ 我有始以来第1张 真正的BL作品 终于问世拉 哈哈~~ 1个简单的OC画地动画感觉小图图~
真是好玩捏。。。。 ~ 以后偶要多画BL 有谁反对？？ HOHO 下张目标 挑战是真人版的，再之后是油画手绘大尝试~ 再之后。。 恩。。 1个大作品 和未来有关的机械题材的， 然后 还没想好。。 这个是我的个人作品安排拉~ 当然 漫画继续~~ 恩恩

哦 还有。。最近爱上了 MIYAVI 他太帅了 完全符合我喜欢的弱攻类型~ 特别是他喜欢KISS别的帅哥。。啊好脸红捏~ 来张他的图图先~

Miyavi is my fav japanese singer from now on~~ he is so hot, i love he look like a girl~ lol~but he is so man and sexy and cute somt time too~ XD~ just my fav~~

画完 FINISH。。

ye~~finally~ i finish it~~~ took me nearly whole day~~ i always want to finish my drawing quickly..so it not profect for me XD .. but i dont want to continue for this one~ because i already lost my first feeling~ anyway~~ finish is finish~ lazy me~~ 完成 最终完成~ 不想改了。。。 没感觉了。。再改就花了。。 [主要原因是懒。。。XD]

ok this one just for try~~ so firstly sorry for my broken english, i will be use this blog for english contects~ and here i may put up some unpublish and unfinish work just for showing a bit of my process and mind, hope u will not feel up set by seeing ugly ones XD~

哎最近忙的郁闷~ 深圳下大雨大雨暴雨，我仍然像往常一样天天对着电脑。working on my pics, i have got so many pic to draw.... and i keep stop to read websites..XD stupid me is always waste time效率低啊 效率低~~ 本来应该描漫画的线的。。懒了 在画自己的。。恩

是个CONTEST 1个夏日的主题 嘿嘿  被我画成了YY的BL 大叔X正太~ 抢他的雪糕。。

和小邦合作的图 也快完成了 今天发上去 恩 这个可以卖PRINT 够大。。 HOHO很女人

很美丽的美男吧~ 适合给小攻门养家里~ 恩恩 可以卖个好价钱~~XD</< DIV>