this month, i am so busy busy busy. i have less time to draw my own arts. have to finish big uni assignments and commssion for BL novels. and sydney anmie ex coming soon.. have to prepare for it~
these days, i just have only dinner per day~ becasue no money.. also lazy to cook as well~ i think if i keep live like this i will die slowly~ but live goes on~ have to keep doing what i should do when i alive , last week is my DOB, how funny that i just go out with my bf to have an dinner..no lunch no cake. i have eat cake for about 3 year since i come and study at sydney. today i saw a lots pretty boy and girls walk together on street, i discover that i havent walk with my BF on the street for long times, we just see each other at home and not go out for fun for about half year~ my works, drawings, homeworks,seens more important then have fun.. also... no money to go out..better stay at home
well~ talking too much about my broken life~ show u some pic i did recently.


the illustrations for the last novel

some sketches,, i hope i can CG them soon


again~ the second BL novel cover commission..

i dont like this style... finally i had finish the BL cover by change the BG for N times, i dont like it because it just too soft.. and it is CLAMP style not my style.. well i dont really have a style,,,since i draw anime for April to now, i really havent done many drawings,i just try every one looks like an finish work and really havent pratice a lot... it like a kid try to run when he dont walk well yet.. therefore, i end up with not a style also not structures drawing looks so flabbiness.. T T so i keep trying drawing on draft paper by hand sketchs untill i find bit better now with this kind of fantasy style,, ye~ i need more pratice for sure.  

短篇BL的封面终于画好了 ~ 在被要求改了N次背景后~。。 最后编辑选了这个背景。。
画这东西。。我怎么都觉得N不爽~ 不喜欢这种腻味又软弱的东西。。 可是我好象只会这么画。。

于是我痛苦 我烦恼 我发愁我怎么没有风格！！？ 也许是因为我画的太少。。是啊 从4月到现在。。总共也没画几张。。只是把每张都磨的很像作品的作品。。
我画！ 我找。。。 我练 。。在1通不停的在草稿纸上乱画后。。终于。。找回了点感觉。
恩。。以后要多练大叔。。。 女人结构好画。。 我喜欢画这种好象很帅气的东西。。
也许很假 但是就是喜欢捏~ 而且喜欢不平衡的乱设计服饰，把乱七八糟的元素组合拼凑起来。
恩。。结构。。不照着画的结构很不准确不结实！ 就像孩子不会走就想跑。。 所以跑的东倒西
歪 于是 变有了满身的伤痕 。不管怎样。SKY说的对 要多练习，练习是王道。
草稿 很草 还需要描线 和上色。。。 不知道什么时候会完成的作品。

i do women better because they less structures.
they are just sketches.. i need to find sometime to finish line and colour them .. hopefully wont be too long like years later XD~

大叔。。。i need pratice more about male...

这个 上课画的~ 结构好不结实需要大改动。。。ORZ

i done this one in class time.. the structure is so weekness.. which i need to repair a lot.


早上1个小时内 又高效率的赶完了学校作业。。原来1个小时我可以做那么多东西 XD~~ 可为什么往往总是最后那1个小时捏？

summer contest:[ur is mine]

CHECK BIG VIEW

this pic is i done for a friend's Summer theme Contest, lol~ i finish it in colour now,
A small pic i done in opencanvas 3.02. 10hours about,i try to make it look like pic from animation feelling XD~ ye~ a BL one just for fun~ next one i will be try a realism without cooperate, lol~ still thinking the pose now~

anyway hope u guys have a fun summer~

HOHO~ 我有始以来第1张 真正的BL作品 终于问世拉 哈哈~~ 1个简单的OC画地动画感觉小图图~
真是好玩捏。。。。 ~ 以后偶要多画BL 有谁反对？？ HOHO 下张目标 挑战是真人版的，再之后是油画手绘大尝试~ 再之后。。 恩。。 1个大作品 和未来有关的机械题材的， 然后 还没想好。。 这个是我的个人作品安排拉~ 当然 漫画继续~~ 恩恩

哦 还有。。最近爱上了 MIYAVI 他太帅了 完全符合我喜欢的弱攻类型~ 特别是他喜欢KISS别的帅哥。。啊好脸红捏~ 来张他的图图先~

Miyavi is my fav japanese singer from now on~~ he is so hot, i love he look like a girl~ lol~but he is so man and sexy and cute somt time too~ XD~ just my fav~~